Time is here
One last glimpse of my children
One last glimpse of my husband
Bye-bye to the world
The last smile saying go ahead.
A nurse holds my hand
The doctor nods his head
Help me, God.
I am hearing the voice
Saying you will come out of this
We will look after you
Then comes the circle of depth
The swirling lights from all over
I get sucked in it
Then it is all deep and dark
My time is here.
Was this the end I wanted
Nobody asked me
I thought I had more left in me
I had no choice
If I knew this is what would happen
I sure would have loved it more
My precious life.
These are my thoughts about a person who is going to be Intubated or put on End of life pathway. COVID has made me imagine this. I wish I could appreciate my being more and love each moment of this life. Be happy every moment my dear friends. We really don’t know what is around the corner. Be kind and enjoy the person you are.