Heard JAI HO song in the morning on BBC Asian and they said – ten years of the song now. They started talking about what they were doing ten years ago. I also started thinking what was happening in my life ten years ago.

Few tears , heavy heart – and I kept singing very loudly in the car JAI HO with each chorus. Everyday I get this me time after the school run on my way to work . Time to process the thoughts.

10 years ago I was so young . Kids were so little. I can’t have that time back. Life was much too busy. We were very happy. Do I remember it all ? I want to relive it, I simply can’t now. Memories are there but I want to remember each day again. I can’t . Weird .A full decade has gone in front of my eyes and I did not see it coming ,rather going. So absurd.

I am not complaining but what have I done .Spent ten years , yes TEN years and not realised .It actually feels like a blink .

Thinking about this all day today and what was it like ten years ago -brought me so many happy memories and thoughts. It was all beautiful. No regrets in fact.

Weird feeling though.


  1. Life is just like that!We spend an entire lifetime unconsciously without ever realising itVery nice thought.

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