Time is here

One last glimpse of my children

One last glimpse of my husband

Bye-bye to the world

The last smile saying go ahead.

A nurse holds my hand

The doctor nods his head

Help me, God.

 

I am hearing the voice

Saying you will come out of this

We will look after you

Then comes the circle of depth

The swirling lights from all over

I get sucked in it

Then it is all deep and dark

My time is here.

 

Was this the end I wanted

Nobody asked me

I thought I had more left in me

I had no choice

If I knew this is what would happen

I sure would have loved it more

My precious life.

 

 

These are my thoughts about a person who is going to be Intubated or put on End of life pathway. COVID has made me imagine this. I wish I could appreciate my being more and love each moment of this life. Be happy every moment my dear friends. We really don’t know what is around the corner. Be kind and enjoy the person you are.